There are 2 types of people.
1. The one who depending their self on other person.
This type of people need so much care, need so much trust and need so much patient.
This type of people just want a person who will be there for them. They want someone who will prioritize them as they are someone special.
But there are another type of people.
2. The people who don’t care about everything.
They are scared to rely on anyone. They think the world doesn’t care about them so they turn out to be a person who rely only on their self. They don’t trust others, they don’t care if people care or not about them and they are kind of introvert, but
Deep inside, they are just a lonely person who is scared to get hurt by the world.
Both of this type are not wrong. It turns out good if those people don’t really over about their type.
If someone rely to much to others, it makes other feel disgusted and if someone too ignorant, they will be lonely to depressed.
That’s why those types are not wrong. It just need a little knowledge about how should someone treat others.
Everything has the time.
Maybe we just meet in a wrong time..
Maybe we just feel in a wrong situation.
I would say i love you but this is not the time. We both know the situation doesn’t right for us. We both know the time is wrong but we still do it.
And for now, time take it’s part.
It is the time for us to separate.
To turn everything as it is, the time close our begining like nothing happen.
And when it closed, we know that we started from the wrong time and situation and it’s killing us from time to time.
So that time who bring everything back to normal.
Like how it used to be..
I never think about this..
I got too much sin in my life. Too much that i think good things would never happens like this.
Such a great dream that i don’t want to wake up..
You come like a prince in my dream, making me nervous and excited.
But you know, i’m scared in the same time..
Scared that this is really a day dream.. scared that you’ll gone as i wake up.
Most importantly i’m scared that even if it’s real, the truth would be different than what i expected.
That you just playing fun of me when i’m starting to have a real feeling towards you..
Could you hold my hand and say this is true? Or just go before i really go too deep in this dream..