Affection

Affection is something that we feel to others. In fact, we know our affection or not by how we feel to others.

But sometimes

Just sometimes..

When you love someone it’s also affection and when you love two people in the same time, you don’t know what you really feel.

But the fabulous things of loving someone are that we don’t know why and since when.

We don’t really understand our feeling.

But it’s just the interesting things of affection that makes it special.

I’m yours

i may say this kind of word but stay still … it’s not a complete sentence.

I may like to say this, but hold up … that’s not all.

I may love you and said i’m yours like a thousand times, but stop there …

Don’t fooled by me.

Let me tell you, i’m yours but you are not mine.

I like to said this but i hope you can be mine to.

And last but not least, i love to call you mine but you’ll never say that i’m yours.

But this is life …

Right?

Seems like a dream

I never think about this..

I got too much sin in my life. Too much that i think good things would never happens like this.

Such a great dream that i don’t want to wake up..

You come like a prince in my dream, making me nervous and excited.

But you know, i’m scared in the same time..

Scared that this is really a day dream.. scared that you’ll gone as i wake up.

Most importantly i’m scared that even if it’s real, the truth would be different than what i expected.

That you just playing fun of me when i’m starting to have a real feeling towards you..

So please..

Could you hold my hand and say this is true? Or just go before i really go too deep in this dream..