Lie

They said i love him.

They said i’m in love with him.

But it’s all a lie

Lie that bought me to you

Lie that is the truth

And the truth is that i lied to my self

That i said i don’t love you

But the truth is i love you

Too much..

Seems like a dream

I never think about this..

I got too much sin in my life. Too much that i think good things would never happens like this.

Such a great dream that i don’t want to wake up..

You come like a prince in my dream, making me nervous and excited.

But you know, i’m scared in the same time..

Scared that this is really a day dream.. scared that you’ll gone as i wake up.

Most importantly i’m scared that even if it’s real, the truth would be different than what i expected.

That you just playing fun of me when i’m starting to have a real feeling towards you..

So please..

Could you hold my hand and say this is true? Or just go before i really go too deep in this dream..