Lie

They said i love him.

They said i’m in love with him.

But it’s all a lie

Lie that bought me to you

Lie that is the truth

And the truth is that i lied to my self

That i said i don’t love you

But the truth is i love you

Too much..

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People

There are 2 types of people.

1. The one who depending their self on other person.

This type of people need so much care, need so much trust and need so much patient.

This type of people just want a person who will be there for them. They want someone who will prioritize them as they are someone special.

But there are another type of people.

2. The people who don’t care about everything.

They are scared to rely on anyone. They think the world doesn’t care about them so they turn out to be a person who rely only on their self. They don’t trust others, they don’t care if people care or not about them and they are kind of introvert, but

Still..

Deep inside, they are just a lonely person who is scared to get hurt by the world.

Both of this type are not wrong. It turns out good if those people don’t really over about their type.

If someone rely to much to others, it makes other feel disgusted and if someone too ignorant, they will be lonely to depressed. 

That’s why those types are not wrong. It just need a little knowledge about how should someone treat others.

I’m yours

i may say this kind of word but stay still … it’s not a complete sentence.

I may like to say this, but hold up … that’s not all.

I may love you and said i’m yours like a thousand times, but stop there …

Don’t fooled by me.

Let me tell you, i’m yours but you are not mine.

I like to said this but i hope you can be mine to.

And last but not least, i love to call you mine but you’ll never say that i’m yours.

But this is life …

Right?

Seems like a dream

I never think about this..

I got too much sin in my life. Too much that i think good things would never happens like this.

Such a great dream that i don’t want to wake up..

You come like a prince in my dream, making me nervous and excited.

But you know, i’m scared in the same time..

Scared that this is really a day dream.. scared that you’ll gone as i wake up.

Most importantly i’m scared that even if it’s real, the truth would be different than what i expected.

That you just playing fun of me when i’m starting to have a real feeling towards you..

So please..

Could you hold my hand and say this is true? Or just go before i really go too deep in this dream..